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I had a vision of us side by side eating some crisps while walking and talking nonsense, then we hugged (which was odd since we never hugged, except for the time I left)... everything went black and there were some sort of blue dots popping around, I followed them, I woke up and felt the cold sweat in my blouse. You were nowhere around the house, I called your name and you did not answer. I panicked and started crying but after a few minutes I realised: You were dead. You have been dead for the past six years and I never once visited your grave since doing so will be acknowledging that you were not around anymore. You are probably upset, I know you wanted us to at least buy you some flowers and I am truly ashamed for not following your wishes on that matter. Thruth is, I miss you more than I dare myself to admit.